For LL in the UK
Madness is what you suffered from LL, when you started playing away and culminating in my manipulating you into leaving. Not the insanity type of madness, but that which affected your decision making
I observe, and also get reports of, the life you have led since late 2005. I often, but only in odd moments, reflect on where I am in life and where you are. You even posed the question yourself, as to why you always make the wrong decisions and your life heads in a less attractive direction ...and you know you did, then and now.
We both tossed a metaphorical coin. Yours came down on the wrong side LL. Mine came down on the right side. It was your choice to seek other men and in doing so, once again spoiled a good relationship with a very sincere man. As you said, you made the wrong decision. I even recall when you said it January 2006. I think I made the right decision. In fact, I know I did. I probably wouldn't be where I am know if I hadn't manipulated you into leaving.
A close shave for me. You, of course, were utterly wrong in saying it was a close shave for you...and you know it. You only said that when you received some comeuppance. Chance of a lifetime, your lifetime and you blew it. That is why I say you were mad. I will keep reminding you in these blogs because, apart from once being very fond of you, you need to continue to see what a fool you were. Looking at you now and thinking about you know, you hold no attraction for me whatsoever.
To think we were once so very close ... and you spoiled it all.Since then I have met many really good people. People I can trust and who trust me. You trusted me, but I couldn't trust you. Sadly, you turned out to be weak, morally and otherwise. Yours a life strewn with mistakes based upon your impulsive nature. Mine, a life of happiness and fulfilment. You were my one and only aberration.
I am posting links to my various blogs below. You have some catching up to do.... and you are mentioned in most of them, one way and another.
https://formandcurvature.blogspot.com/2022/03/coming-off.html
https://femalegalleries.blogspot.com/2021/11/known-to-me.html
https://formandcurvature.blogspot.com/2022/03/graph-ic.html
https://uomodilettere.blogspot.com/2021/09/the-best-deal.html
https://sojournerpr.blogspot.com/2020/05/nature.html
Ciao
