Thursday, April 21, 2022

Kaleidoscope


Draft

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Kaleidoscope

Chapter One


Harold Latimer was a grey man. His hair was grey, his coat was grey and his pallor pretty much matched that. He worked in the Book Institute which he approached each morning up some ten wide stone steps. Each day he would push open the same heavy wooden door in exactly the same place on its frame. In fact the wood was a different color in that spot such were the number of years he had gone through that routine.


Today was no different. As soon as he was inside he walked in a measured way across the floor of black and white tiles and then . Having ascended to gain entry to the institute, he slowly descended a flight of stairs into the bowels of the building to his place of work. Harold was employed cataloguing and repairing books, either purchased or bequeathed to the institute. These weren't cheap novels. The only fiction held were older editions by classic authors. Pretty much all of the remainder were non-fiction, ranging through the sciences into the arts.


There were however a few other tomes that covered the occult and erotica. Harold rarely read any of the books in the institute, his skills lay in sorting, cataloguing and repairing Hence each day was pretty much the same as others. He would finish listing certain books then deliver them upstairs to the appropriate section, returning to his labors quite swiftly as though he preferred the depths of the building to the more airy and light filled upper floors. Similarly, repaired books would be delivered to the appropriate area. Disposals of volumes no longer required were handled by Mr Jenkins on the third floor. 


Time seemed to pass quite quickly for Harold Latimer, engrossed as he always was, in his labors. A book spine to repair here pages to be reattached there, alternating with cataloguing his charges. He always thought of them as his babies, his charges, to be nurtured in his hands and then, when listed or repaired, delivered upstairs, which he regarded as the 'wide world', where each book would bring pleasure to its reader.


On this particular day Harold decided to delve into a shelf of books that had lacked attention for some considerable time. In fact before Harold's time. Located toward the back of his small empire and in a dusty an dimly lit corner. The institute had only just started installing electric light in place of gas. That installation had yet to reach Harold Latimer and his 'charges'.


Taking a very old book from the shelf, they were all old, but this one really was very old, dating from the sixteenth century. The book was located in a dimly lit corner. Harold was surprised to find it was slightly warm to the touch, even through his cotton working gloves. He loved books in all forms and loved his work, rescuing and repairing the many held at the institute. He moved the book to his work bench to examine it more closely and to assess whether any work was necessary.


At that point the door to his little kingdom opened and his day was interrupted. It was the director of the Book Institute, Mr Carr-Wilkinson, a rather pompous individual full of his own self importance in Harold Latimer's opinion. Visits from on high, as Harold thought of them, were rare. He was therefore a little taken aback at this unannounced call to his almost forgotten corner of the realm. He required Harold's attendance in his office 10.00 pm sharp the following morning, the reason for which he didn't impart.


Harold watched as Mr Carr-Wilkinson's rotund figure clothed in a suit and waistcoat made his way to the door, checking his fob watch and tutting to himself. Harold sighed and returned to the book. Rarely interrupted, he found the director's intrusion an ill considered and unannounced distraction It was necessary to inspect the cover and spine of the book.Then, on the inside, whether the pages were securely fixed to the spine. 


He first examined the cover which still emanated a soft warmth. He couldn't deduce exactly why, but identified the material used for the cover as calfskin. It was only when he finally opened the book that everything started to change. The first thing he noted was that the script was far older than the book and what little information there was, indicated. Puzzled Harold turned the page from the frontispiece to the first page proper of the book.


The words, if you could call them that, started to move on the page. Characters would be a better description. That was not all. Figures of people moved across the page, the script parting before them. They were moving left to right and right to left. Harold was mesmerised. then in the middle of the page a scene appeared and another and another. These too seemed 'alive'.


At first Harold was transfixed by what he saw. It was the street outside the Institute but not as he knew it at least not in two of the scenes. The three scenes repeated themselves. Again and again. He peered closer at each of them. The first seemed to hark back in time. Here he was at the turn of the century with the aged Queen Victoria still on the throne, yet what he saw of the street and the people moving about seemed to hark back to a medieval time, judging by their dress. Horses everywhere and old rickety carts abounded. Beggars on the street too.


Grabbing his coat Harold left the book open and decided he had to get away if only temporarily to clear his head. The time coincided with his appointed lunch hour. He would spend it contemplating what he had seen.

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Harold thought he was dreaming. He shook his head and as he did, he realised he had long unkempt hair. That caused him to snap out of his mesmerised state and turn toward the book institute from which he had just emerged. Already shocked by the sights and sounds of his surroundings he turned to find not the Institute, but a tavern in its place. 


No one gave him a second look as he made his way to the tavern entrance, which was when he saw that he was no longer clothed in his suit, but fairly rough material in the form of some kind of smock along with leggings. A tavern Harold thought. He needed a drink. He walked to the entrance and entered.


Pushing on the rustic door he stepped inside ...of the Book Institute. Where was the tavern? Where was the rowdy noise he had heard emanating from within? Harold was confronted by his place of work, a hushed atmosphere as was becoming of the Institute and the sight of one of the spinster lady library assistants coming toward him. ' Good lunch Mr Latimer?' she asked.


Harold was dumbstruck and, unlike his normal self, he failed to reply and scurried back down to his work area. The book was still there, but now t was closed - he had left it open. Not only that, he had locked the door when he left and unlocked it on his return. What was happening, he asked himself. Did I have an attack of the vapours and dreamed the whole scene outside?


Bu no, he had felt the rough cloth against his skin and on examining his legs beneath his trousers, there were the impression of the leather straps that had held the leggings in place. Yet, how could he have been cast back several hundred years to what he had observed and experienced outside. He  approached the book again cautiously, for he was certain that therein lay the answer. It did, but it wasn't an answer he was prepared for. 


He opened the book again. This time a little further on from where had opened it previously. He was barely prepared for what he saw. Again it was the road and area outside the Institute, but this time he was aghast at what he saw. Before he understood that he was caught in some medieval scene but now looking at the book again he was both drawn and equally completely frozen to the spot. He stared at the page he had opened. People were moving to and fro across the page, Again, left to right and right to left. He peered hard at the people. There were men, women and children. 


The first thing he noticed was that many of the women were wearing what could only be termed as trousers, some were in a blue color. In cat more than half of what he saw. They also clung tightly to the women's shape. What fashion was this - quite lacking in femininity, he thought to himself.   It was the moving scene that caused him biggest surprise though.


There were motor vehicles, but not the sort he saw occasionally on the streets mingled in with the horses and oft times spooking them. These were sleek, completely covered in smooth metal and they all had a roof. He took his eyes off the book and rubbed his temples with both hands. What is this, what have I stumbled upon. He sat down and tried to relax and think. 


It occurred to him that the book may cover time. He turned to a page near the beginning of the book. At first Harold thought he might be wrong about time and he paused, but when he finally opened that page there was a cohort of Roman soldiers marching from left to right and disappearing off the edge of the page. The street, if you could call it that which they had marched over bore no resemblance to the present day.


Fearful of what he might find, he turned to the end of the book and opened the last page. No moving figures. He was relieved. The page had a heading and beneath was a single unmoving figure. He couldn't read the script. The language and indeed the characters were completely unknown to him. He put his hand on the book. Suddenly, almost as though it recognised him the words or more precisely the characters rearranged themselves, changed shape and he was reading the heading. 


'The End of Time' he read, even saying the words out loud to himself. Then Harold turned his attention to the figure that appeared below. It bore a resemblance an angelic figure, even an angel, but there were no wings that he could discern. Suddenly, as he peered closer, the pages turned back slowly of their own accord. Back through time it seemed. He watched both amazed and at the same time fascinated by what he saw. It seemed it was going back in time. There were many pages and many images he found hard to relate to or even understand. Flying machines, cities in the skies of whatever world he was looking at. Wars, people dressed unlike anything he knew of.


The pages slowed to a pace that allowed him more time to study and some things appeared to seem more familiar. Finally, the page turning stopped. The image on the page was the street outside as he knew it. Harold stood up, scratching the bald patch on top of his when when,without warning, the book slammed shut.


A kaleidoscope of time he told himself, but where had the book come from? Where had it been? It was undoubtedly very, very, old and written, where words or characters appeared, in a language and script he didn't recognise.


It was then that he felt he was being watched. Turning he briefly caught sight of a tall figure at the end of the bookshelves - then it was gone. He called out - no response. The fleeting image he had in his mind bore a close resemblance to the figure in the book. Harold gave that some though and felt overall his mind was paying tricks on him. 


He returned to the book.


He decided to check the likeness of the figure  and opened the book again at the last page. There, in English, were the words 'The End of Time', now in the middle of the page. His biggest surprise and indeed shock was that the figure had disappeared.






Ending

For LL in the UK

During my travels over the last few months, I have decided that you have read enough of my 'exploits'.. With that in mind I am posting just one more lengthy narrative and will leave you to read that. There is a back catalogue of course, so if you feel the need I will leave all the past ones there. I'm not going away however and will continue to post photographs from my fairly vast portfolios.

Apart from the above, I have a taster book excerpt for you, which I will post. It's a departure from my normal genre and my agent thinks it will sell well, not that I need the money of course.

Onto other things. I see you attended a restaurant that made me think of that old Drifters song 'Under the Boardwalk'. More food and drink, two things you really don't need. Looking at your old photos from  2003-2005, I really don't recognize you now. Rather 'gone to pot', haven't you....unlike me. Whatever happened to the 'keep fit' woman.

I am here in New Hampshire until early May, when I will be coming to your side of the Pond. My summer travels beckon. I will be in the UK, France, Spain briefly, Italy and Greece (Skyros), not necessarily in that order. I have  a lot of catching up to do with my many friends. Some are quite desperate to see me after such a long break ... It always amuses me that after we parted you said I didn't have many friends, how little you knew LL, how little you knew, on that subject and many others. 

That reminds me of some of the barbed comments you made after that event, too. Do you know how I viewed them and saw them? No? I'll enlighten you. 

What they told me was that you had made the wrong decision, realized it and decided that, having burnt your bridges with me, you may as well say a few things to make the matter final and justify it to yourself. It reeked of your insecurity, of course and the fact you realized that you had passed on the best 'opportunity' in your fractious life. Something like that is a bitter pill to swallow, especially when you see how different our lives are now.

As I will be sort of signing off with this blog. If you ever felt like putting matters right, I am still at my msn email address.

Here are the links:

First the blog

https://pleasureforboth.blogspot.com/2022/04/the-willing.html

and now the book

https://uomodilettere.blogspot.com/2022/04/kaleidoscope.html


Ciao


Monday, March 21, 2022

Madness

 For LL in the UK


Madness is what you suffered from LL, when you started playing away and culminating in my manipulating you into leaving. Not the insanity type of madness, but that which affected your decision making

I observe, and also get reports of, the life you have led since late 2005. I often, but only in odd moments, reflect on where I am in life and where you are. You even posed the question yourself, as to why you always make the wrong decisions and your life heads in a less attractive direction ...and you know you did, then and now.

We both tossed a metaphorical coin. Yours came down on the wrong side LL. Mine came down on the right side. It was your choice to seek other men and in doing so, once again spoiled a good relationship with a very sincere man. As you said, you made the wrong decision. I even recall when you said it January 2006. I think I made the right decision. In fact, I know I did. I probably wouldn't be where I am know if I hadn't manipulated you into leaving.

A close shave for me. You, of course, were utterly wrong in saying it was a close shave for you...and you know it. You only said that when you received some comeuppance. Chance of a lifetime, your lifetime and you blew it. That is why I say you were mad. I will keep reminding you in these blogs because, apart from once being very fond of you, you need to continue to see what a fool you were. Looking at you now and thinking about you know, you hold no attraction for me whatsoever. 

To think we were once so very close ... and you spoiled it all.Since then I have met many really good people. People I can trust and who trust me. You trusted me, but I couldn't trust you. Sadly, you turned out to be weak, morally and otherwise. Yours a life strewn with mistakes based upon your impulsive nature. Mine, a life of happiness and fulfilment. You were my one and only aberration.

I am posting links to my various blogs below. You have some catching up to do.... and you are mentioned in most of them, one way and another.


https://formandcurvature.blogspot.com/2022/03/coming-off.html


https://femalegalleries.blogspot.com/2021/11/known-to-me.html


https://formandcurvature.blogspot.com/2022/03/graph-ic.html


https://uomodilettere.blogspot.com/2021/09/the-best-deal.html


https://sojournerpr.blogspot.com/2020/05/nature.html


Ciao


Friday, September 10, 2021

The Best Deal

For LL in the UK 

Your absence from tweeting hasn't gone unnoticed of course. I guess I could read all sorts of things into that, but at present I'm awaiting a wee report from two people in your home city that I have maintained contact with.

I could speculate that you have broken up with your man or that you have Covid, or that you have passed on. In the latter case, I don't expect any activity!

However, on the assumption that you are still with us, I will continue.

As you may have observed, I have managed to travel outside the States in nearly two years. Hawaii is overseas I guess but that doesn't count in my book. Here I am in Italy and have spent the last week with my gorgeous Chiara in Milan. At the time of writing this, I have moved onto Bergamo to see and stay with some Italian friends. My next stop will be Venice where I have a home of my own.

From there, at some point, I will travel south to Bologna and Florence. I have a little business in Rome and then I will relax in Sorrento and around before traveling to London, before returning home to New Hampshire. All of that will put some miles on my jet to add to those crossing the Atlantic.

There have been many women in my life since you LL and you were the only one to destroy my trust. Puts you at the bottom of a six hundred plus list in that respect, doesn't it. Back when we were together and before your deceit, I thought we were pretty good together. I guess after thirty three of marriage I was a bit out of practice with women other than my wife. Thank goodness I didn't let your deceit destroy my faith in women.

I think of you as a catalyst now. Someone who triggered me into looking at alternatives to you, giving me the idea to take up photography again and all that brought with it and leaving me free to travel the world. I always had a plan LL. Initially, you were to be part of it sharing life with me, but short-sightedness and your impulsive nature took precedence.

Looking back now, I'm glad you did what you did behind my back. It meant I wasn't beholden to you and was free to pursue a different life to the one I envisaged with you ... and yours. Here I am sixteen years later and there you are sixteen years later. Who had the best deal do you think? It was your choice, but the wrong choice.

I have a few more blogs for you to catch up on. You can get to them though the link on my Twitter page, in the header or click here:


https://pleasureforboth.blogspot.com/2021/09/keeping-up.html


Ciao



Saturday, August 21, 2021

Activities

 For LL in the UK

Seems you are lacking your inevitable posts of food and booze on your restricted travels LL. I wonder, does this mean you and he are finished, or that you have Covid or that you are no longer with us. Perhaps you have given up posting. Without those meals out and weekends over the border, there is very little to your life is there...maybe I should have added also that there is very little point to it either.

I have been busy here on the ranch and at my home about a mile away. Although I have staff there's still a fair bit to do. Trading horses, getting winter food organised, chatting to the farrier and other pleasurable matters..involving various females. On top of that, see how I brought that phrase in as a follow up the last sentence, there are not inconsiderable business matter to attend to. I have staff for those also.

I have been entertaining, cooking and turning out some of my signature dishes along with one of my greatest joys - writing. When it rains and it hasn't much, I sometimes retreat to my studio both for some photography and also to paint. I painted many years ago and have revived it with some success. My mother was an accomplished water-colorist.

I may go to  my home in Nantucket for a few days by the sea, next week. Although I could drive the roads are always busy between here and there because of Boston and it can take five hours to get there. However, if you have been paying attention, you will know I have a helicopter based here at the ranch (well away from the horses) and that takes just an hour and a half. A no-brainer really.

I guess you probably realise that I know far more about the family than just what you told me. Key words like Vevers, Eales,  and Devon, Pickup spring to mind, but there are many more all available and made available to me. You would be surprised how much the government knows about people.

I have a few more blogs for you to view and read, just to remind you that I could get along fine without you and also that I was getting along fine with you in tow as well. You should never have played away LL. You may not realise it with your limited mindset, but it ruined any prospects you had of the 'good life' that I enjoy.

Anyway check the link in my header on the tweeting place, or click through here:

https://pleasureforboth.blogspot.com/2021/08/Old Ones New Ones.html

or

pleasureforboth.blogspot.com



Ciao


Monday, August 9, 2021

Laughs

For LL in the UK 


I laughed and laughed to myself LL after we parted.

The reasons?

The main one was the man you had acquired back in March 2005, his size and his stature. I knew you liked 'a man with a little flesh on his bones', but you took it to the extreme there. Another reason - the fact that after you left me in such a cold and dispassionate manner, when you returned my ring (but not the rest!) I decided to teach you a lesson about the way you treat people.

I 'played' with you LL, to make sure you learned something from your actions. As you know actions have consequences and I decided to lay some on for you. You knew virtually nothing about me or my background, just the stuff I decided to reveal. Consequently, when you decided to try and stop me, you had no idea that I was 'protected' by the State.

One other reason that made me laugh, was my wealth. You saw just a small part of what I was worth. I had been investing and dealing in property ever since I left the Navy in the late seventies. You had no idea what you were walking away from.

Finally, the other laugh I had at your expense, was the fact that after you played away with your American friend, as revealed by your conversation, a drunken one at that, I had been seeing other women right from the last week of March 2004 starting with Sarah. You had broken my trust that early in our relationship, so I felt free to ensure I had something to fall back on. For me, it was far easier than for you.

The last laugh was always mine LL. You lived and live in your small world. Mine is and always was far more expansive. I have to say you have missed out on a very good life these last nearly fifteen years but that was your foolish choice. Me, I've never looked back.

With that last remark, in the penultimate paragraph above, in mind, click through to my latest blogs as a reminder of how far ahead I was, and you didn't have a clue:

https://t.co/NPUxqr3o5y?amp=1



Ciao




Well, Well ...

 For LL in the UK


Well it seems like everything else you have done you made the wrong choice LL. No continental or indeed even further afield vacations for you at present.

Instead I hear you visited one of my old stomping grounds in Dorset. I'm not knocking it - my children grew up there, in part and there is plenty to do. If you need any tips for another trip, drop me a line (ha, ha!)

Of course if you had stayed, you would be enjoying Florida with me, or California, Hawaii, New England, Grand Canyon, Yosemite - wherever you wished, but you knew better...or you thought you did. Your downfall of course was the fact that you couldn't keep your panties on. Part of the story of your life LL. You made your bed and you have had to lie in it, even to the extent that you decided a fat Scotsman was a better bet than a very rich Anglo-Scot - me. I know that you regretted your decision, but as I said you made you bed etc.

No, I wouldn't have left you high and dry. Your perception of me was way wide of the mark, but then maybe it is what you thought all men do. They don't - certainly not this one.

My sole purpose in posting these blogs is to continue to remind you of two things. Firstly, what you have missed out on in life through 'making all the wrong decisions'. Secondly, to demonstrate that I didn't need you and that if you thought you were being clever going behind my back, that you had met your match and then some. I was way ahead of your silly little games with other men.

I note that both of you are back to stuffing yourselves and inflicting damage on your livers - food and drink, of course. Not sure what it is about people that post photos of their meals. Most folk I know think they are idiots. 

If the cap fits LL.....

On another note I have been busy travelling around the States over the last month or so on business and a lot of shall we say...pleasure. On that last note check out my writings at this link, the usual ones. References to you are buried in them:

https://t.co/NPUxqr3o5y?amp=1


Kaleidoscope

Draft ******* Kaleidoscope Chapter One Harold Latimer was a grey man. His hair was grey, his coat was grey and his pallor pretty much matche...